Breathing now

Forget Wednesday's u/s--who could have waited that long given the circumstances? Dr. Rub's office got me in this a.m. and I am able to keep breathing for the foreseeable future. Today I was the lucky recipient of u/s #1. At 5w3d; the results:

Cervix closed? Check;
Gestational sac? Check;
Yolk sac? Check;
Decidual ring? Check (whatever the hell that is and "nice" per wand monkey);
Source of bleeding? Unknown;
Sac measuring one week ahead size-wise (which makes sense to me since I believe my cramping 4-5dpo indicated implantation happened earlier than the 7-12 dpo window we hear so much about as 'typical');
Too early for a fetal pole or heartbeat yet (damn! that would have gone a long way in easing my fears).

Dr. Rub was very pleased, said things look great and wants to see me again in 10 - 14 days. In the meantime, I'm taking it easy per Rub's orders. So I check out and attempt to schedule u/s #2 for 10 days from now but--ack!--there is nothing available! Alas, u/s #2 not until 11/22--two weeks (!!) from today! Agh--whatever will I do with myself in the interim besides worry? Speaking of worry, my blood pressure before going in for the u/s this a.m. was a whopping 170/80 which they chalked off to my nerves (brilliant deduction Watson).

And I'm happy to report that the brown spotting seems to have stopped shortly before the u/s. My last 4 visits to pee today have seen no brown on the paper whatsoever. Let's hope it keeps up while I do my best to take things one day at a time. Please keep your good thoughts and positive vibes coming my way ladies, I could really use 'em. Did I mention two whole weeks.... *sigh*